Suddenly I See

I feel like I can relax now. I am so glad summer is over. I have been so bored the past couple of weeks. I thought I would enjoy having some time off, but no. It sucked...except for like the 2 days that Dylan was here. That was fun. I'm really ready for school to start though, I still have like 3 hours before my first class. Then I have work. Which, by the way, is awesome. I love my new job. It fills up my entire afternoon, and I have already learned so much. I really didn't expect to get a sciency job this early on. I mean I've only been in school for a semester and a summer, and I'm already a friggen lab assistant. I just hope I don't fuck it up. Oh that would suck.

Flight of the Conchords

The videos are gone because the guy's channel got deleted.
I don't have HBO so now I can't watch it.
My life is over.

This is Jason Bourne.

So...I have a job. I'm doing work study as a lab assistant for Microbiology next semester. I met with the lady that I'm working for yesterday. She's fantastic. The job is mostly preparing bacterial cultures and cleaning test tubes and stuff. I think it's going to be really great. I would do it for the experience and resume (not to mention UT application) value alone...but I'm getting paid too! Friggen sweeeet! I also get to wear a lab coat...*tee-hee*...

Fuck! I'm fucking excited!

No Picnic.

I'm digging myself a hole, and here I thought the earth had turned to stone. A foundation so solid, my shovel wouldn't make a dent. Yet the shovel has taken over, the foundation is turned to mud. My hands are dirty, my arms are tired, my feet are sinking into this familiar ground.

Fuck Pot.
Fuck Booze.
Fuck Food.
Fuck Television.
Fuck waking up at 5 am.
Fuck sleeping till noon.
Fuck babies.
Fuck only drinking coffee in the morning.
Fuck going to the gym every day.
Fuck marshmallows.
Fuck online quizzes.
Fuck trying too hard.
Fuck laziness.
Fuck belts.
Fuck blogging.


Oh, shit! The new Rooney CD is out...Bye!

Jack Fairy Knew Better...

"We set out to change the world, and ended up...just changing ourselves."
"What's wrong with that?"
"Nothing. If you don't look at the world."

So, if you can't already tell. I watched Velvet Golmine yesterday. I've had waaay to much to drink tonight. You don't even know. I rented Ocean's Twelve ('cause you have to see Twelve before Thirteen right?) but like five minutes into it I realize I've already seen it! But I'll be damned if I couldn't remember a single part of the movie. I couldn't predict a damned thing. I didn't remember Catherine Zeta Jones being in it! I didn't even remember Eddie Izzard being in it! I guess I was stoned when I saw it before. It's really strange to go from remembering nothing about anything ever...back to remembering too much of everything always. I'm so shy and awkward...again. Oh well...that's just me I guess. I suppose I make up for it in other ways *wink*wink*. (Was that dirty? Haha. I don't even know where this is going.)

Wow. I was going to talk about Velvet Goldmine in that paragraph. Too bad I don't edit. Too Bad. I don't remember. I love that movie.

Does anyone else get like uncontrolable giggles during that song "Don't Bring Me Down" by Electric Light Orchestra? You know... bahrrruce! Psht..hehe. I laugh just thinking about it. You know what else is funny? Porque. You know what else? Balls. But more like the way Mr. Garrison says it... like "Bawlz."

Come to think of it...I don't even know if that was Mr Garrison. Hm...

I can't get "The Promise" by When In Rome out of my head. Which is good 'cause I love that song. It makes me all weak-kneed and drooooooly. Drrrrrooooly? Nah, it's just a sexy-ass song. I think I'm gonna go listen to it.

Woosh!

While my study group rattles off definitions and concepts in the next room; I mischevously blog for no good reason, except that I just don't feel like fucking studying right now...goddamnit. However, I do have a biology test at 8 am tomorrow morning, so I best be gettin' mah ass back in there and readin' some lecture notes. Right now I'm waiting for Rebecca to come smoke a cigarette.

I like 1 inch platform flip flops. An inch. It is small and it is fragile, but it is all we really have.

Lipids and proteins and sugars. "Oh My!"

An Apple A Day...

Won't keep the doctor away. (Name that tune, I will give you a figurative cookie.)

My first semester of junior college is almost over, and it looks like I'm off to a pretty good start. I am officially Pre-Pharmacy and I feel quite good about it. It looks like I should have A's in all of my classes. The only one that I'm sort of worried about is drafting, because I'm not sure how the grades are calculated.

I'm scheduled to take the 6 minute practical exam for my Texas Massage License in Austin May 19. Fun, fun. Then I can get a job...massaging people...gross...

BC has a couple of pharmacology classes, but the catalog says you have to be in the nursing program to take them. I wonder if they'll let me take them anyway...doubt it.

My scale has been hovering around 175 for almost a month now. I'm ready for it to go down again. I guess I should stop jacking around on my diet.

I love Baby Cakes. "When I was around her, I felt like a goblin made entirely out of wicked genitals." Good stuff.

The weather is nice right now, I think I'll go for a walk. Better put on another layer of sunscreen, just to be safe. Don't want to get cancer. *cough*cough*